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Yes, i'm so affraid with what people call as death..
It might be not just me, myself. Most people out there affraid of that word too.

Last night, i could not differentiate whether it was a dream or not.
I felt i couldn't breath for a few second, then suddenly i cough, and it made me feel better, well at least i could breath.
I just felt that i was close to the death that time..

I write it down here so that if only my time only left for a few seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, or even 30 years from now, God makes a decision to cancel it.
Hehehhee...

God, i know your plan last night..!
You should change your plan, so the death will continuously be a mistery for human..
No one knows when is the last day he live in the world, either mama loren.

Change the plan, make it into hundred or even thousand years..

I wanna live forever...